第267章:破裂
唐砂心态都快崩了呀。 但是，也好在自己当初种土豆的时候没有把它们全部下土，留了一大半。可解燃眉之急。 土豆的事情，唐砂暂时还没有告诉任何人。现在这情况是更不能告诉别了。 所以唐砂在这天夜里的时候，偷偷令人去地窖里去拖了土豆出来。 最后让人送了过去。 唐砂知道，就算自己不告诉叶悬渊这边发生的事情。他看到这些土豆的时候也会知道这边的粮仓出了变故。 等一切都弄好以后，天已经亮了。 为了保障这些土豆的安全，唐砂让人二十四小时轮班守在地窖口。 唐砂回到墨府的时候脸色很不好，整个人都显得疲惫，脚步有些沉重。 “公子，出什么事了吗？”楚君唯见此，有些心疼。 唐砂只是抬眼看了楚君唯一眼，什么都没说。 可是就是因为这一眼，让楚君唯如坠地狱。 她想追上唐砂的背影，她想解释，她想说什么。可是她却一句话都说不出口。 唐砂都没有洗漱，直接回了房间，关上门，上床睡觉。 这一觉，睡到了未时。 楚君唯一直在门外等着，直到看到唐砂房间门打开。她立马走了上去：“公子，我给你准备了衣裳，要不要去先沐个浴？” 唐砂低了低头，不知道在想什么。 “唯唯，是不是你干的，别说谎。”唐砂直接问出了这句话。 其实她第一时间就想到了楚君唯。所有的作案条件她都有。 而且她也唯一一个能从她身边悄无声息取走钥匙的人。 楚君唯想说，不是我。可是公子让她不要撒谎。 “公子，是你教我，要承担起自己身上的责任。及时有些事情不想去做，但是也必须去做。”楚君唯声音有些哽咽。 若是以前，唐砂肯定是心疼的摸摸她的头。可是现在，唐砂只觉得自己，自作自受。 “你走吧，以后，我们就是敌人。”唐砂知道，如果楚君唯是真的要彻底置他们于死地，就根本不会让任何人发现她的行动。 那个响动，那个故意没有锁的门，都是她刻意留出来的。 但这又怎么样呢？事情上本质并没有得到什么改变。 楚君唯说的没有错，每个人身上都有着自己的责任。楚君唯也有，她是狄越人，她担负着的事狄越的荣耀。 唐砂的这句话，是她从来没有说过的话，也是她此生说得最绝情的话。 “唐砂，我能不能，不走。”楚君唯带着哭腔，心抽着疼，她从来没想过，当唐砂谁出这句话的时候她的心会那么疼。 像是被整个世界抛弃了。自己世界最后一抹光，都这样逃离了。 是她自己自作自受，她明明就知道。只要完成了摩兰的任务。她和唐砂就将不可愈合。 可是她依然抱着一种侥幸的心理。想着，万一唐砂不会发现是自己干的。万一，她选择了原谅自己。 “不能吧，你若不走，我会让癸丑请你走。”唐砂苦笑着摇头。 “我……” “癸丑，送客。” 话音一落，楚君唯只感觉一股巨大的压力笼罩下来，差点让她站不稳身子。 唐砂毫不留恋的转身进了门，又关上。 “走吧。” 癸丑大概也能猜出来这件事情的前因后果。所以也没有对楚君唯过于心狠手辣。 楚君唯知道，自己和唐砂，再也回不到从前了。 问自己后悔吗？其实不后悔不是吗？自己本来就是一个人绝情之人，以前是，现在是，以后更是。 唐砂，只是……意外罢了。 她亲手拔掉自己的软肋，从此以后，将无坚不催。 楚君唯最后看了眼唐砂紧掩的门扉，转身离去。 这一刻的唐砂觉得自己真的很失败，又很无奈。 自己以为，自己可以不在乎任何的利益。自己以为自己可以随心所欲，不在乎任何不想在乎的东西。 可是慢慢的，自己从一个人融入到了世界。开始和世界上的人产生联系。 人只要生活在这个世界上，说是孤独的谁是一个人。其实没有谁是一个人，也没有人能够自始至终，只做一个人。 这几天，她很开心。 之后，癸丑发现唐砂沉默了一些。跟在她身边的时候，也会显得不像以前那样轻松。 这天，叶悬渊给唐砂来了一封信。 唐砂看这封信足足看了半个时辰。 之后忽然像是想开了，又变得和以前一样。癸丑不禁好奇，那封信上到底写了些什么。 像他这么高傲人设的人，怎么会去求别人把信拿个自己看呢？ 唐砂时不时都把叶悬渊这些年寄给她的信拿出开看。 她心疼开始的时候自己居然还烧了几封。 叶悬渊在信里告诉她，士兵们对新来的粮食很满意。 他告诉她，无论有多少人在她身边走走停停。他愿意一直走在她身旁。 他告诉她，无论遇到多么令人难过的事情，只要笑一笑，就会忘记。 他还告诉了她很多很多。唐砂身为一个常年和别人讲鸡汤的人，何尝看不出来这些就是鸡汤。还特毒的那种。 可是因为是叶悬渊写的，随以她喝得甘之如饴。 叶悬渊是害怕她太过自责，所以写信来安慰她。叶悬渊可能也知道这件事可能和楚君唯有关，所以才想告诉她，世界上自始至终，都还有一个人会陪着她到最后。 唐砂在笑了之后，忽然觉得叶悬渊说得其实有点道理。自己居然什么时候也变得这么矫情了。 过去的事情都把它埋在心底，不是说要忘记，而是让它不会遮挡住自己生命的光。 …… 楚君唯的行动算是成功了一半，可是令摩兰和黄夹钟没想到的事，居然他们还有着源源不断的粮食供应。 当然他们自己这边，也因为西戎的支援渡过了困境。 黄夹钟不相信事叶悬渊有这么大本事，一边顾忌这边的战争，一边还要去处理粮草的问题。 又是那个唐砂吗？ 可是他没有想到的是，叶悬渊从一年多前就开始在准备了。 “那个唐砂真的是不能留。”黄夹钟眼里闪过一抹凶光。 上次因为自己粮草的那个问题，自己暗中干掉了不少自己的人。 剩下的人都是他完全信任的。 摩兰也是在思考。 啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦，啦，，啦啦啦啦，啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦